Chizuru had felt an impending sense of doom, ever since talks of sex had started between her and Xiao. The moment she was called out for acting... in the seconds she became her truest self... she registered as being vulnerable in the oddest way. She showed pieces of herself from time to time... it was hard not to, even while striving to be an accomplished actress little pieces of her real self always bled through. Whether it was the moment after a 'bullying' when she couldn't keep her face straight because she was plotting revenge or a second of humor too dark for the present conversation, something was always there right below the surface. In the most recent moments her lack of stability had been laid bare. And here she was, tied to her own bed, in front of her own camera, playing at the 'remorseful' NTR female protagonist, but... was she really? Well, the answer to that was complicated and only made more so by Xiao himself. She was sure this man shouldn't have been having sex with anyone... she was certain his cock wasn't supposed to fit into her. And even as he pulled back, holding her head up and angling himself for new entry she felt.... unnerved. There was panic which began to fester which bordered upon hysteria... in her. It was easily seen in that camera's footage. Even the flinch she experienced as his cock made contact with her folds was real... but she couldn't reach to stop him. "Wait, wait... I'm actually legitimately scared right no----oooooow!" that sound was one of pain, it wasn't a moan. She couldn't want this it definitely wouldn't fit. No matter how much her body tired to prepare by lubricating itself, the sheer girth was incalculable. And unfathomable... and she knew it. It was big enough to suffocate her, it was definitely going to tear her in two. When was the last time, Chizuru had been properly scared of something? She'd be willing to die in that alley, but she wasn't too scared... no those things those actions had a playbook she understood... Xiao, didn't. He was an unknown unknown. A good Samaritan. A massive dick slinging deviant... a rogue element. An actor improvising on a show that had a script. He was off the script and she was a train being pushed off the rails.
And while Chizuru questioned her own choices and emotions, Akira was questioning his brain. Under the belief that this was a dream... Akira was curious about the name he heard. And wondered about the things going on in his subconscious. "Do that... but accept it. As long as you don't reject yourself you'll be fine... questioning is fine too, some of us always wonder how deep the well goes~" Kokusei mentioned. Of course, that little nugget of information would probably be lost, around the time the lad in question found himself spilling into eternity and being jolted once more by all that Kokusei was. She rotated her hips against him while he convulsed feeling that amazing vibrator quality she'd been speaking of before. A sigh left Kokusei as she experienced that entrance, "Ah~ That's so nice. You have no idea how hard it is holding back once you're used to something more. The desire to push the limit becomes an itch you just have to scratch~" she said her voice still teasing as she continued her work. "I wonder though, can you even hear me?~" she said while working her hips and looking into his face there was something rather enjoyable about moments like these, she never got tired of being on this end of aggressive activity. It was only made more fun inside of one of her calmer forms who could hold it together while doing so. Just toeing the line was a different kind of fun.