Artoria was at war with herself. Everything about her, her words, her reactions and even the count of drinks she'd consumed was being watched with more acuity than could be offered by a hawk. Artoria had a moment of silence all the while she was watching the King of Heroes. Was she interested in him? It didn't seem like that was the right phrase. Ah, but what was this, she'd drank eight of these chalices full since the start of her party? And that was truly the showing of her happiness with this situation. What could she possibly say to something like that being pointed out. "Shit," her eyes widened. "Oops. Look do not tell anyone I said that. And no one can know I had eight cups... I can already hear Lancelot clucking like a mother hen about my bad decisions," Artoria had a single hand on her face but knowing she was already in trouble she went ahead and began drinking from her cup again. 'In for a penny.' The truth of Artoria was that she was always so busy suppressing her base self, that when she was alone or in trusted company she started to crumble. She had sworn more in the King of Heroes presence in the last day, than she'd actually sworn even in her own head in about a decade. "In fairness, I have not disliked today..." she admitted as she was always going to, though she'd wanted no party she could not deny she'd enjoyed the gathering, and the company of the King of Heroes.
Now though she was sipping from her cup and hearing the words of the King of Heroes. He would offer heavenly bliss if she stopped resisting? He was watching her struggle? Her behavior was already outside of her norm? "No one knows more than me how far outside of the norm my behavior is King of Heroes," she nearly snapped. That was like the most obvious statement in the world. "You provoke me at every turn, and it makes me want to fight but you do not simply die or back down. I am not used to being defied!" Artoria could have neared outrage but she also could not. "But I do not dislike such a personality and when I am given honesty as clear as yours, I find myself replying in kind," she mentioned. Her eyes ended up back on this man and they would not move. "Everything about you confuses me but I do not find it to be all together negative. So of course, struggle is inevitable," she mumbled into the rim of her cup. "It is a problem to be this way! And defiance is all I have left," she declared at the end. It had all been much simpler when she'd just kissed him, but she wasn't sure she could win such a battle nor was she sure she could stop her own body from reacting to him. Treacherous beast that it was, she could hardly take her eyes off him already. If he moved for her and she did not back down she'd find herself in another strange predicament. And, if she called his bluff and approached him it would be worse, right?