A French utterance slipping from Kazuhiko's lips made it quite obvious that he was indeed, very much a Frenchman in his current form. More considerations were made about that, but she decided it was best not to question it too much. Saori had figured that it was fine for them to move on from this but apparently, no... that wouldn't be happening. Crossed arms and questions came her way, it seemed she'd slipped a bit in that last speech of hers, accidentally letting her thoughts leak out a bit. "Ah, not delinquent enough to just ignore that... I didn't mean for it to slip out," she admitted looking just a tad sheepish from her normally aggressive state. As for her problems they were quite numerous though according to Kazuhiko they had infinite time so they could well have a conversation. He thought this was the best outcome for him but didn't understand why she thought it was so bad, of course he didn't... she figured such a thing would only actually be understood by a girl who'd felt the full backlash of society.
How would she be phrasing her issues? Well, bluntly but... since it was just the two of them she'd clarify everything but it was even more annoying to think about from start to finish. She began pacing being very mindful of her hands to avoid the extra desire to swing them directly into anyone's body. "First, I should say that I don't think you're a problem or anything. And knowing that you heard that... I understand why we're having this conversation. It's exactly one of those better qualities of yours," she pointed out while pacing. "My problem is basically I am a complicated pessimist. Yeah, that sounds about right. Regardless of all the other magical implications going on here... this world says you're a seventeen year old boy and I am an almost thirty year old woman. I shouldn't have had sex with you the first time. Social norms say I have about 3 reasons I shouldn't have done that thing in the first place aside from that one, but I made that decision already. Marked it off my bucket list, it was something worth doing..." she said giving pause to the whole thing. "Still, to keep doing so is making an active decision to keep violating both social norms and most acceptable moral ones too. I'm the one who should be more responsible about it and that keeps not being the case," she clarified. "And then when I make the right decision, I keep being told I am somehow less right than I should be. It's fucking infuriating. Because, the people telling me this have never had to deal with the outcomes of being the girl and making the not socially acceptable decisions. I already know what it's like... so every time I make a decision I prepare for the backlash. And in this case, the potential negative backlash is, me losing my entire life, with my family, friends, work and future... for the sake of a kid I made on an impulse. And it's like everyone who talks about it doesn't have anything resembling common sense," she said.
"Yeah, I am pretty sure that summarizes it. I say no for those reasons and then I get a whole kids future dangled in front of my face like I'm supposed to make any decision other than what's best for her, because obviously I'm the one who made the impulsive decision to start with... I never thought I'd get this far, sex never actually got to the point of being this kind of dangerous before a couple of days ago. Never figured I'd have kids considering my conditions for acceptable partners are well beyond what is considered normal. Like seriously, I have a date in a couple of days and what I am supposed to do, explain that I keep having sex with a teenager for my teenage couple of days old child and that this is something they'll have to be okay with? Do I explain if this is found out that a teenage boy is actually older than me so this isn't the weirdest thing I could do? I'm not quite dishonest enough to lie, and I am also not quite childish enough to sit here holding hands for infinite time just to avoid something I would accept without unnecessary complications. It's all annoying," Saori explained. There were a few details missing but that was the crux of her issue. An annoying fact about the life of a girl that simply meant that any negative part of this outcome would be hers to bear, yet she still had to make the decision. To be a girl in this world was to lose, constantly.