Meron made known her misgivings about the potentials of their continued sexual encounter. According to Albertus she might have been thinking about it a bit too negatively. That was of course, the story of her life, if one asked her friends. it was pretty normal for her to be this way, and it wasn't exactly a big deal to her that she likely had a bit of a pessimistic thought pattern. Though she was obviously getting over that piece by piece, she'd chosen to take Albertus' words a very specific way. Obviously, this whole sex in bums things was a matter of mind. If she accepted it or wanted it, it could be more enjoyable. She could do that, at the very least she could see what it was like before deciding if she hated it or not. "You aren't the first person to tell me I think negatively...." she mused seeming to find humor in the statement.
Even so, she'd soon be asked if she trusted the man she was currently engaged with. What a strange question to hear so directly, she laughed at the assertion initially because it was almost ridiculous as a thing to ask. "Gomen, gomen, it's just a weird question to hear. From a man, I picked up at a bar, who is in my house, who has been inside me...." she said. There were several distinct layers of trust in their situation which she couldn't have done anything about regardless of how she might have felt initially. "Yes, I trust you..." she mentioned in a more official manner. She likely trusted this man more than she should but that would be fine right? Ah, and it was faith well placed, given he'd allow her to chose how she'd be taking on this very new experience. So what would she choose. Well, given what she knew of sex, it'd likely be easiest reached in one position and if she took it in this case, she'd also be given enough physical space to try and relax. So she took that position. Her bottom up in the air a few pillows piled under and around her chest so she could feel more comfortable. Her own knees up towards her chest, as she worked through the fact that she'd be accepting a rather massive cock in her rear. Yep, it was all in her own mind... Her hips were swaying gently as she waited. "Does this work?" she asked seemingly rather suddenly shy about the entirely of the situation.